A Decision

I have been too obsessed about dating recently: just worrying about it and thinking way too much about it. I think about the future too much. So I made a big decision today: my future spouse is not here in Utah.

I told you before (or not) that I feel like Binghamton, NY is where I should be after I graduate. I feel like that is the place where I will meet my wife. I am not saying that I am not going to go on dates but I really don't think anything will happen even if I went on dates here.

I might be saying this to myself so I wouldn't worry about dating but I think this is the right thing to think about at this time.

So that's my decision. This helps me not take dating seriously but just have fun. At the same time, I won't worry about dating or about getting married. It will help me be patient.